Wednesday, 14 February 2007
Hard Times
Hard times , who doesn't go through them , surely no one .. the best thing after every hardship is the relief you get when it's gone and becomes history. When you are placed in a situtation where no one can make a decision except you, you feel you are taken to the farest place in the solar system , maybe Mars, Pluto, i dona know .. and then you start the imagination world that combines fear , dilemma , reluctance , name it ... You feel you are unable to think , somehow paralyzed and others feel you are in a comma because you are mostly not interacting with anyone , mostly you are isolated from the public and you spend most of your time in your very strange privacy ... You look pale, unhappy , freaked out and all the negative words combined ..
"The greatest mistake you can make in life is to be continually fearing you will make one."~ Elbert Hubbard ~
Then you just tell yourself , god i cannot make up my mind and you get more confused , i wont blame others if they just said , why you are making a big deal out of nothing, because they are not in my shoes .. Bully people play here an effective role when you are in such a state , and then they start intruding and overloading you with accusations of being you unable to make a decision .. well duh , it's non of your business ..
"It is better to keep your mouth closed and let people think you are a fool than to open it and remove all doubt."~ Mark Twain (1835-1910) ~
After being for so long in your own loop , you just find out finally how to end it , then the paths in your brain become more clearer and the decision starts to geriminate in you mind .. at the end of my thinking journey i just realized that i shouldn't had grave doubts about my ability to make a big decision and damn i wonder how i could manage not to explode on people who just tried to get into my skin and mislead me all the way ..
Life is just a job. Do it perfectly, u’ll get a bonus, do it badly u’ll get fired .. so we really should be careful when we are asked to make big decisions because being regretfull wont make any difference and will be definitely to no avail ..
Gd Night folks =)
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