Monday 14 January 2008
My Decision !
well, i know most of you will say , oh "from where did the sun rise today" .. i know it has been a pretty long time from the last day i posted , but here i am back again ;)
lately i was very confused, depressed, annoyed, obssessed, in other words mixed up with emotions because i had some issues , besides trying to make the biggest decision ever , which is "finding a new job" .. i had to choose between "big salary, nice position" with no appreication and non proffessioanl environment .. or "fair enough salary, lower position" with appreciation and good environment .. in my case i chose the second one which made me resign .. i do believe that what goes right for you doesn't have to go right for others .. every person has different notion , behavior and goals .. and my vision was totally different than many which made me came up with such a decision .. we cannot judge others because we dont really know how they feel unless we are in their shoes ..
and my piece of advice is "never love the place and the people" , "love the work" because if you loved the place , you'll never make a step to move forward even if your skills in a place are deteriorating .. if that day comes where you dont find youself improving whatsoever in your job, here you can mke your move by finding another job ... and i do believe that no place is perfect but there is always bad and worse ..
i remember one of my colleagues once said, you know TL we shouldn't be so positive because the negative will happen .. but i just told her , you are totally wrong , you should always be positive no matter what, but you should not have a very very high expectation on anything because if something didnot meet your expectation you'll fall in a very big disappointment .. in my new job i am positive but i am not expecting a lot ..
Here a small poem i wrote and sent to all my colleagues on my last day
A fresh graduate I was in 2004
Many skills where there to explore
Some problems were there to handle
If they are solved we light a candle
Working on statistical reports was a start
Those made me feel somehow smart
Getting SQL stuck makes the server down
Running reports at 2:00 was just fine
A system analyst I was in 2005
It was like a new path for me to drive
Many colleagues where there to meet
Many colleagues where there to compete
New unforgettable comers where there to greet
Some problems and concerns we had to repeat
Bad memories we had to delete
Good memories we had to retrieve
A qualified employee I was in 2006
More problems where there to fix
And some useful situations where there to tick
Great people they had to leave
New reliable people came to achieve
“When the goings get tough, the tough gets going” we had to believe
A senior employee I was in 2007
My thoughts almost reached eleven
From the thoughts I made a decision
Moving to another job was my vision
Unforgettable managers and colleagues you are
Good listeners and helpful for sure you were
In my memory, most of you will be thinkable
So let me be thinkable
I am sure in my absence you’ll progress
Be active and forget the stress
Be active and think of the success
If you were upset, think of the bless
If you were mad, just express
And if you needed a help, you know my email address
Sorry, but last depressing words for you to say
A fact that I cannot deny anyway
IT section, it’s time to say goodbye
A resigned employee I am now in 2008
Best of Luck
I really would like to thank all the employees who shocked me with their surprise in my last day which made me so flattered .. some made me cry to see their tears , it's right that u never value a person until he is gone..
~ the cake
~ the gifts , "Thanks" ..
P.s: Thanks bestie for baring my mumbles over these years of not being happy in my previous job .. <3 .. you are a real BF
Gd Day !
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