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Monday, 18 June 2007
Still can't believe !

Dear Diary,
I just want to get things off my chest ....




I am still not believing the fact that you are leaving and it shreds my heart , it's like i know but i am not yet believing .... it's very hard to have you away with that long distance because i am gona miss you so much so much , getting up in the morning knowing that you are not there , coming back home and i know i can't chat or tell you my little stories , and not fighting with you like we always do and then we dont talk for a while , and i start calling and you shout , or yell and then we are back perfect and laugh at the silly things we do , i am gona miss that ........ nagging like old people when u make me angry or when u shush me , then we hang out together , i get jealous and you tell me to stop acting like kids as if you dont ...... weekends wont have any flavour .... i'll feel kinda of lonely because u do occupy a big part of my life and having u away wont be easy on me and i do feel this travel is different than any other one .. dont know why ....... it just hurts me :'( i am gona miss you my dearest ...... my beloved friend, sister and everything .......... i love you so much .. I really wish you a great travel , just keep in mind that i am gona miss u like no one .....





Urs TL

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Wednesday, 13 June 2007
Fear that we hate

Hi all,
Having like many awful situations lately made me feel feared of what can happen next , it's like you have an inner voice that tells you , oh ya , what's next ... i know i shouldn't have such thoughts because God knows what can happen in the future but again i can't stop ignoring the fact that some intruders are starting to mak nice things in my life seem unacceptable ... it's like they come , take things that belong to you and go , what kind of people those are ..


i can't argue in this because others should distinguish good from bad people but it does hurt me so much and make me unable to focus as if i need now more things to worry about u know ..... i should really stop being obssessed with my thoughts that usually others tell me not to .. but i do believe in my observation , it's like feelings that i have or u can say the nack to figure out that ... i can't say a person is bad because that will make me look like a bad person who just try to destroy others image , so i keep that observation for myself sometimes and let others realize and get how those people can destroy their relations , but the problem is that, the realization of that kind of situations or experience will come after you feel so bad ..... We sometimes should give every person in our life a limit and try not to allowing them to exceed it because that will make our beloved getting hurt or annoyed ......

I hope intruders are so away and i hope tomorrow is better than today =)

Gd Night , sleep tight , nice dreams ......

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Thursday, 7 June 2007
Realization !

I was thinking today how much you get used to express your thoughts and feelings to a person because you are not that kind of person who have personal life to be in newspapers for everyone to know ..... then life gets busier than ever and people dont seem having time for anything and u end up finding yourself not being able to express, share or get ideas or opinions in return etc ... you think how could you get all the issues that act like a tornado out of your brain but you dont find someone who can help you and you discover that the best way to do that is to write and write and write .....

people change and i have no doubt but we should really bear in mind that no matter how much we change the time where we regret will come and you'll realize how much you made others suffer and they never complain or say a word but they were just patient .... Never set changeable things as facts like i can't be patient or i can't handle presure because you were not born to be that way so you can change it .... i myself was not adaptable to changes and i do suffer when things change but i tried my best to make that at least acceptable because if i dont , i am the looser ...... so start realizing things in your life that you destroyed and try to value your beloved who never left you when you were harsh, unbearable or in need ....... put on your intellectual glasses to have better observation on important things in your life ......

Good night =)

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